I've started countless journals/diaries and religiously wrote everything down but after a while my forgetfulness turned into abandonment. Since everything is so high tech in today's society, I figured I would start blogging about my eating disorder/weightloss in order to stay on track and be more accountable of my actions.
I haven't weighed myself since Sunday because of my period. Not knowing my weight is killing me but I get triggered so easily and due to the fact that I bloat like crazy on my period, any sign of weight gain will make me binge.
I find it easy to restrict during the week, especially since I clean houses which means I'm always on the go burning calories. However, I tend to restrict during the week and binge on the weekends (occasionally purging when I have the chance) but since my mother informed me that we will be going to Paris/Southern France in August I need to get my ass into shape.
I have about a month to get back on track, I'm cutting calories and overexercising in order to lose as much weight as possible.
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